Love is friendship set on fire.

Yesterday I died in my bed. Really, v tired. Woke up at 10 as usual, I never slept over 10am before! I think I'm quite power, cos my brain will start work at 10 and then once the power is on, it'll start sending signals to the rest of mai body and I will automatically wake up. HAHAH. K anyway morning I went down to collect my phone, then headed over to couzie's house cos I suddenly felt like watching cartoon network (zzzz I know). But I didn't freeload, I made EDIBLE spaghetti for lunch and guess what. I think I'm ready to be a housewife already! :) Heez.

Me just had my pompom session and I'm xiang xiang gong zhu now. In 5mins time I shall go pack my stuffs for band battle (!!!!!!) seeing that I'm going out with bananaboy tmr to watch movie and I won't have time to pack. + I h8 doing last min stuffs so I shall pack 3/4 tonight, 1/4 tomolo. Sounds gooood <:

Goodnight sweet dreams everyone, i'm so tired from acting happy today.

Things, they won't change.

It's been three years you know. Yet I still get the feeling I felt all the time. Been so long since I felt this way, felt this upset. It's always like that, you and her, you and him. Then me? Outcasted. I will then find other ways to mingle with other people so as not to feel bad. But when there aren't others? It's just me and me alone then. Maybe I have hurt you guys before, what's with me having a relationship with someone previously, giving my everything for her and spending time with her. In return I somehow or rather neglected you guys. But you guys didn't know how much it hurt me too, to be away from you guys and how often I wish to be part of you guys and the clique again.

Maybe you are right, R. Some things are meant to be ignored. And that ONE bloody thing would be Me. Someone once told me that if I don't try to fit in to you guys, things would never work out. But I realised that no matter how much I try, or how much you guys try, things will still stay the same. Problem now is, I bet you guys didn't even know the feeling of neglection once again hit me very hard. And you guys would never know.

Forget it. So easy for human beings to just throw away the old and make way for the new. I'm sorry, everything feels like a game to me now. And I am admitting defeat to all these bloody games, I don't even wanna be part of them anymore. Glad to hear so, I'm sure.

Nothing at all.

Today we made a wasted trip down to the school to buy books. Me, deying claudia and bowei. And claudia dropped her phone, the screen machiam cracked :( So k anyway, I was supposed to be at mr handsome and miss pretty's house today but I've tuition in the evening so I can only go after. I feel dead, my entire life seems dead. Not that it matters la, but my life is like a big full-stop now. Quite shingz huh?

@ GossipGirl Season II now. Gogo power ranger! :> Must finish b4 camp. Proper update soon? :) Seeya.

Taylor Lautner!

Met best today, caught New Moon! <: It was a good show, though when Edward said "You don't belong to my world, Bella..", I machiam wanted to slap him. HAHAHA. Oh and Taylor Lautner is really freaking hot for a guy. Biceps, muscles, tanned-skin, sexy voice.. Seriously mouth-watering worhxz :B best came over to my house after that and we attempted to do some Math before we came online and laughed at every single stupid thing. Seriously me and deying really FTW. Lol.

Anyway, pixs.

As you can see, we were very very bored.. Hahah, but still. Had a gr8 time with Deying. So bestfriend, cannot anyhow tell people my dirty little secrets okay? For you and me to know, for others to find out okiez <: I love my bestfriend, do you love yours? Hehe.

Gonna go continue watching my GossipGal now. Yup, (L) (M) you! <:

Take love, multiply by an infinity.

So today we went for band and we were all sent up to the music room without having to do any footdrills cos the new principal of dunearn secondary school 2010 named Mr BOO! (heeheeeee) doesn't agree on the band members having outdoor marching band competition and he rather we do well for studies cos that's his priority and so the competition is cancelled and we won't take part in it next year anymore and i feel reaaaaalllyyy disappointed cos machiam all our efforts gone down the drain ... But nevermind like what Mr Yeo said we learn how to adapt to changes and we're still gg strong so we, dunearn military band, still FTWVVVVVVM! Hwahwahwa~ <:

Oh and today's Rahimi's birthday! Hahah, happy birthday to you heyha! Hope you get loads of lizards' traps for yer birthday :)

Next monday I'm officially.. Not going for cca. HAHAHA, seeya. (L)